The Terrible Truth

In our natural state of being we don't have a body. We are pure energy that resonates at different frequencies (the highest being that of unconditional love). In this state we are in direct contact with the creator and connected with everything that is divine.
The Earth plane is the plane of human experience - it looks real and feels real, but it is an illusion. Scientists are beginning to support this view by telling us that everything is made up of lots of empty space and that an observer interacts with what is observed and changes it.
Somewhere along the line we got trapped into this illusory cycle of birth, death and rebirth.

The shocking and terrible truth is that our planet is ruled by malevolent forces.
I can't prove it to you directly. The existence of war, poverty, terrorism, lack of personal freedom, and the existence of people with impaired chakra systems overloaded with vortexes of spiralling energies arising from physical, emotional, mental and spiritual trauma from negative programming and experience from this life and the same from our past lives may help to bolster my claim.
Why isn't Jesus Christ, the Buddha, Mohammad or a person of that quality a world political leader? Wouldn't be a lot better for us?
What happened?
Our past lives happened. In our past lives we created and molded human history into its present state. Make no mistake we were there as the Caesars and Pharaohs, we fought in their armies, become they bosom pals, lovers and concubines and we loved every minute of it and now we continue to pay the price. That's why people often remember being peasants and slaves under hypnosis- it's easier for us to remember the simple lifetimes when we had no responsibility. We don't want to remember the important lifetimes-it's too much to handle.
We simply don't deserve a Christ, Buddha or a Mohammad to rule over us. This is why many of us cannot remember our past lives. We don't want to. It's too painful and our hearts would burst if we knew the full truth.
We can fix it though - wouldn't take too much effort really.
It involves loving everybody else unconditionally and things will start going smoothly.
Someone asked Gandhi what he thought about Western Civilization and he replied that he thought it was a wonderful idea.

If we could love each other we would be unable to be manipulated. We would cease to share the karma of the tyrants that have ruled the planet since the beginning of time. We would cease killing others or leaving them to starve. The guys pulling the strings would get bored with us very rapidly. They would get in their "spaceships" or reincarnate in another part of the universe where they could find fresh meat for the slaughter.

Albert Einstein

Here are some Einstein quotes.

If A equals success, then the formula is A = X + Y + Z. X is work. Y is play. Z is keep your mouth shut. -- Albert Einstein

God doesn't play dice.
-- Albert Einstein

"If the facts don't fit the theory, change the facts." --Albert Einstein

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." --Albert Einstein

Why does Einstein look like Sir Isaac Newton?

Live Long and Prosper

Do you think Leonard Nimoy looks like Abraham Lincoln? If Mr Nimoy had been Lincoln it would support my unpopular claim that we have all played earth - changing roles in our previous incarnations. Of course I'm not saying he was Lincoln but if any psychic can refute these "bizarre" ideas please speak up.

Edgar Cayce

Pendulum practice day.
A back and forth movement indicates NO and a clockwise circular motion indicates YES for me.
  1. Has Edgar Cayce had famous past lives? YES
  2. Was he a king? YES
  3. Was he king of England? NO
  4. Was he king of France? YES
  5. Was he one of the many king Louiss? YES
  6. Was he Louis I? NO
  7. Was he Louis II? NO
  8. Was he Louis III? NO
  9. Was he Louis IV? NO
  10. Was he Louis V? NO
  11. Was he Louis VI? NO
  12. Was he Louis VII? NO
  13. Was he Louis VIII? NO
  14. Was he Louis IX? NO
  15. Was he Louis X? NO
  16. Was he Louis XI? NO
  17. Was he Louis XII? YES Whew!!!! Finished.

Duration 3 minutes.

I got onto the internet to find a portrait of King Louis XII of France and compared it with a photo of Cayce.

The results speak for themselves? What's going on???????



Beam Me Up Scotty

Can you imagine Captain Kirk on the throne of England? How about King Henry VI?

Margaret Anjou

Henry VI of England married Margaret of Anjou. Perhaps William Shatner's present wife had been her.

Edward IV - Full Circle

Henry VI was imprisoned in the Tower of London, where he was murdered on 21st May 1471. He was succeeded by Edward IV. Edward IV would later reincarnate as Abraham Lincoln.

Edward IV's Wife

Was Grace Lee Whitney (Yeoman Rand in Star Trek) King Edward IV's wife - Elizabeth Woodville?

Dr McCoy

The first thing people say when they look at a picture of Robert (The son of Abraham Lincoln) is that he looks nothing like Lincoln! That is certainly true, Robert was 5' 10" and Lincoln was much taller. Robert resembled his mother's side of the family physically; his nose is the same as Mary's, although his eye problems were inherited from Lincoln who also had trouble with the muscles of his left eye. The Lincoln’s first-born son Robert, or Bob, as he was called, had an interesting and highly publicized relationship with his famous father.

Lincoln's eldest son (on the left) looks a bit like Deforest Kelley - Thomas Lincoln the fourth child (on the right) died in 1871. Maybe there's a connection.

Aleister Crowley

Aleister Crowley is not a well-liked man. Considered an eccentric Englishman (who deliberately went out of his way to shock people) and a fake magician. Crowley believed himself to be the reincarnation of the occultist Eliphas Levi who died the same year that Crowley was born. He had also determined that his past lives had included Count Cagliostro, an 18th century occultist, founder of 'Egyptian Rite Masonry', Alexander VI, the notorious Borgia Pope, and Edward Kelley (who along with John Dee were the Elizabethan court magicians who deciphered Enochian, the language of the angels.)

Was he a fake? NO
Could he determine a limited number of his own his past lives accurately? YES!

The ONLY other public figure that, according to my research, demonstrated accurate (but limited) knowledge of his own previous incarnations was Guy Ballard.

At one time, I had also been impressed by Shirley MacLaine's realization that she had been one of Toulouse Lautrec's models. Unfortunately, it turned out that MacLaine had been unable to figure this out for herself and had to be told by someone else!

Indeed, such a scenario might also apply to Ballard who may have had to rely on Saint Germain to point out some of his most interesting past lives for him!

"Extra-terrestrial" Contact

Way back in 1919 Crowley was in contact with an "extra-terrestrial" who he called Lam. This drawing by Crowley appeared in an exhibition held in Greenwich Village, New York.

Improbability Drive

Controversial UFO contactee George Adamski was born in 1891.
Aleister Crowley's father (a very religious man) died in 1887. Why do they look alike?

Grady McMurty, a friend of Crowley's said: "There's war in Heaven. The Higher Intelligences, whoever they are, aren't all playing on the same team. Some of them are trying to encourage our evolution to higher levels, and some of them want to keep us stuck just where we are."

Many UFO contactees are told that everyone has played history-changing roles in their past lives and have to wake up to their responsibilities. This is one of the many recurring themes that crop up in UFO literature.
The Gods came to Earth at one point in human history. They walked among us and dictated the course of human history through their actions and conflicts among themselves. The Gods incarnated again and again and we the children of Earth shared their karma. In Egypt they became the pharoahs and were correctly identified as Gods incarnate. Since then they have lost their identity and are no longer recognised (at least not in a direct sense), but they are still here. Perhaps you are one of them?

Attempted manipulation of UFO manifestations

From an interview with Jacques Vallee by Jerome Clark (FATE magazine, 1978):
Vallee: I think that's exactly what we have to do with UFOs. We have to do something that will cause them to react. And I don't mean building landing strips in the desert and waiting out there to welcome the space brothers.
Clark: But what do you mean?
Vallee: I hesitate to be too specific. I'm speaking, as I'm sure you understand, of the attempted manipulation of UFO manifestations.

Jacques Vallee with Anton LaVey and Aime Michel.

A Portal Opened:
It is generally agreed within occult circles that Crowley intentionally opened a portal of entry via magick ritual in the Amalantrah Workings which allowed the likes of Lam and other similar entities a passageway onto the earth-world. The rift "in-between the spaces of the stars," created by the Amalantrah Working, created a gateway through which Lam and other extra-cosmic influences could enter the known universe, and most particularly, our earth-world. According to occultists involved in such things, the Portal has since widened.

The Babylon Working:
According to occult lore, the Portal was further enlarged by a Jet Propulsion Laboratory founder and rocket fuel scientist named Jack Parsons, and Scientology and Dianetics founder L. Ron Hubbard in 1946, facilitating - so it is said - a monumental paradigm shift in human consciousness. This Magickal working was called the Babylon Working, and like the Amalantrah Working on which its ritual was patterned, it was based on ceremonial sex magick. Together they "endeavoured to ... incarnate a physical aspect of Babylon, the Scarlet Woman of the Book of Revelations (17:3-6). They believed that Babylon was the herald of the new Age of Horus, and that Revelations was the understandably negative interpretation by those of the dying Age of Osiris." The gist of it was that Parsons desired to take the spirit of Babylon, the "Whore of Babylon," and invest it in a human being. The idea was to create a child in the spiritual world, and then call down the spiritual baby and direct it into a human womb. When born, this child would incarnate the forces of Babylon, which they considered to be a good thing.

(Although Crowley had previously written the somewhat hilarious book Moonchild - concerning a similar experiment - he wrote in a letter: "Apparently Parsons and Hubbard or somebody is producing a moonchild. I get fairly frantic when I contemplate the idiocy of these louts.") In any event, the rites were duly performed as written from January 4th to 15th of that year. It is not known if a spiritual child was enwombed from them. What is known is that the Magickal Portal first created by Crowley, and which originally let Lam into the earth-world, was reestablished with considerable intensity by Parsons and Hubbard. From the diaries of the participants, it is also clear that they were not as adept as Crowley in the closings of portals. What they seemed to have accomplished was the drastic enlargement and ripping of an existing Magickal Portal and the subsequent non-closure of it. Perhaps the rip they created was not possible to close. In any event, the modern UFO era began exactly a year and a half later on June 24th, 1947, with Kenneth Arnold's sighting over the Cascade Mountains in Washington State.


Marilyn Monroe was, during her last incarnation, a young lady that moved among the occult circles of Paris. This little episode explains why Marilyn had a brief affair with Anton LaVey and had an interest in the occult. One interesting occultist called Joséphin Péladan has some connection with Tom Baker.

Perhaps they just look alike.

We all know what became of Norma Jeane Baker, but few people really understand what that story is all about. This is what one reviewer wrote about the novel La-Bas (Down There) written by Joris K. Huysmans. Amidst the Occult revival & the glory days of Decadence, of all places Paris, 1891, high aloft the bell-tower of Saint-Sulpice, the reader's granted access to the extraordinary conversations of a small group of friends: a famous & capable physician with sincere intellectual occult inclinations; a most reknown ex-court Astrologer; a kindly, aged sage with a rare, profound learning of the lost Art of Bellringing, accompanied by his wife who both occupy the tower making of it intimate & cozy surroundings for their company; and lastly, Durtal--Huysmans himself--who is deep in study & pursuit of placing contemporary Satanism in its proper historical context, revolving all the while round his writing a biography of Gilles de Rais, the infamous Black Magician & child murderer reputed to have tortured, killed & raped some 500 children for expressed Satanic purposes, who was also a friend of none other than "Joan of Arc" and who fought at her side as one of France's greatest knights. For this murderer, this monster, is in the process of becoming a saint! Durtal narrates the episodic history of Gilles de Rais throughout the entire book, forming a naturalistic vision as well of Huysmans' the writer going about his daily life in a way Occultist & Artists today might find familiar or enviable for its intrigues & dark fascinations lived & not just dreamt of.

The connection between Joris K. Huysmans and Anton LaVey can be found somewhere in the Akashic records. It will certainly help lead us to the real Marilyn. That's assuming we really want to know and understand her, instead of simply identifying with her.

“My dear. You haven’t yet any idea of the importance of your position in the world. You are the greatest woman of your time, the greatest human being of your time, of any time-you name it. You can’t think of anybody, I mean-no, not even Jesus-except you’re more popular.”

(Close friend and confidant Paula Strasberg’s statement to Marilyn Monroe, who, according to eyewitness Laurence Olivier, “lapped it up.”)

Marilyn’s preparation before each acting scene was profoundly metaphysical: “Before each take,” wrote Lloyd Shearer, “Marilyn would close her eyes and enter a deep trance.” Marilyn had a personal dependence on a host of spirit guides for her successfully enticing depictions of seductive characters. Internationally acclaimed director, Billy Wilder, directed Monroe on two occasions. He recalls a scene where she was reading a certain block of speech too languidly. Already behind schedule, he wanted her to hurry it up. Wilder recalls, “She said she couldn’t. She was a disciple of Stanislavsky. She had to (she explained) ‘make contact with Sugar Kane.’” Already aware of Monroe’s spirit reliance, he responded with, “Go ahead and make contact with Sugar Kane, but for God’s sake, could you contact her a little faster.”

Perhaps the most striking are her satanic connections with Anton LaVey, who is the founder and High Priest of the Church of Satan. LaVey’s goal is the overthrow of Christianity through overt and covert methods to establish the antichrist’s kingdom that is prophesied in Scripture. LaVey states that he and Monroe were longtime friends and believes that their ability to get along so well was due to their mutual disdain for religion. Marilyn was fascinated with Anton’s stories of his life and study of Satanism. “She always wanted to hear more about occultism and death-to explore the provinces of the strange and bizarre,” writes Blanche Barton, LaVeys personal biographer. Monroe’s initiation into the occult sparked an ever growing interest-LaVey says that she loved to hear him “talk about magic and the darker aspects of human nature.”

Having corresponded for over a decade, LaVey’s teachings and influence played a definitive hand in Monroe’s occult guided successes. LaVey has long lauded rock star Marilyn Manson, a Reverend within the Church of Satan who also took his first name from Monroe, as one who is properly promoting Satan’s philosophy through his music. Manson has admitted that he “wants to be known as the one who brought an end to Christianity.” Manson and LaVey enjoyed a mutual friendship that sought to bring about this agreed objective.

Keeping in mind the immense power Monroe held over society, the demonic realm incontrovertibly contributed to her successes in order to sway public opinion and consensus for evil. In Manson’s autobiography he recalls a conversation that took place between him and LaVey in which LaVey asserted exactly that. Manson writes:

[LaVey] went on to talk about a sexual relationship he had with Monroe that began when he was an organist in a club where she was a stripper. In our conversation, he planted the seed that his association with her made her career flower.”

LaVey taught Monroe the ins and outs of Satanism and in her resulting pact with Satan traded her soul in return for a “flowering” Hollywood career. Billy Wilder’s wife, Audrey, reports of one particular occasion when Monroe lost her cool and “it was as if a demon took over, and Marilyn’s voice got shrill and nasty and she was screaming.” Completely aware of her demonic possession, Monroe told a reporter that there were others who resided and lived inside of her. She described it as, “Jekyll and Hyde. Two in one. More than two. I’m so many people. They shock me sometimes. I wish it was just me.”

Yet the world was fascinated with this Hollywood starlet. LaVey stated that the aim of the Church of Satan is to subvert society through persons of stealth: “The idea is to free people’s minds and send them out among others…who are working advanced Black Magic and influencing the outside world.” This was successfully accomplished via Monroe.

Did Monroe’s spiritual contacts in the occult and successes they afforded her provide what she truly needed? No. In fact they only haunted her to such an extent that she was left to grovel in psychiatric institutions and hospitals on a number of occasions. Monroe described her state as an intense fear of the unknown that “can happen any time.” Kingston says, “She’d say she hadn’t bathed, washed her hair, or gotten dressed. She simply locked herself in her own private, safe room, fearing the outside world-fearing the responsibility of being ‘Marilyn Monroe.’” The demonic realm that gave her the image of “Monroe” and who catapulted her name to stardom continuously bullied and terrified her. Due to the spirit interventions that energized Monroe, she stated: “you sometimes feel you’re on the verge of some kind of craziness.”

She described her state of affairs saying, “sometimes I’m almost paralyzed with fear…. I’m afraid to go out.” Known for her inconsiderate unpunctual delays, Monroe admitted, “They think I want to make an entrance or be dramatic but it’s just so frightening.” A tormented human being, Monroe was nothing like the confident portrayal of her onscreen characters. With the knowledge that all of her fame and glory were really not of her own doing, but Satan’s through her, it was all she could do to have any semblance at all. In fact, she needed pills and alcohol to escape the suffering torments inflicted upon her. Deadening her conscience to her sinful lifestyle and the horrific reality of her satanically assisted career was all she could do to seek peace.

In 1973 Anton LaVey wrote in an article that Monroe would become the Satanic “Madonna” of the 21st century. To a great extent this has already occurred. Since the time of her death, she has been constructed into a sex goddess and deified. In quoting the Church of Satan: “We hold her now almost like an icon, a talisman, reminding us constantly of a mystifying past. Marilyn Monroe is not a goddess pure and sexless, but Satanically just the opposite-a fleshly goddess: passionate, flawed, enticing, beautiful.” Who are you following?Extract from Marilyn Monroe by Jason Kovar.

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